
Beth Alvarado’s Anthropologies is a pile of perfectly ordered snapshots, so quickly and quietly stacked that soon the remembering becomes a world unto itself. Alvarado is the daughter of Margaret, the niece of Dorothy, the younger sibling to a half-brother and half-sister born of a father who died in Saipan and a mother too early a widow. Margaret meets her second husband en route to a bridge game in Puget Sound, and Alvarado’s childhood ends when the family moves from Grand Junction to Tucson. “My father was a solitary man,” Alvarado says of her father. “How I hated him,” Aunt Dorothy says of her father, Alvarado’s grandfather.
Alvarado (Not a Matter of Love, 2006) follows her debut
short-story collection with a memoir that also explores the intersection
of Hispanic and Anglo cultures in the western United States. This
highly personal work weaves together stories of her parents' lives as
well as her own experiences with love, familial attachment, heroin
addiction, motherhood, travel and her writing. "I have autobiography
anxiety," she writes, explaining that she felt "no tenderness" for the
self recorded in her adolescent journal. This may explain, to some
degree, the wild deviation Alvarado takes from typical autobiographies.
With no quotation marks and chapters averaging one page, she writes only
in the present tense, from her perspective as a girl up to now, in her
mid-50s. This somewhat jarring structure imbues the book with a strong,
immediate voice, and it's easy to imagine it read aloud as something
akin to spoken-word poetry. Her overlapping of the past and present
illuminates her legacy and the connections between herself and,
respectively, her mother and daughter. In examining her own secrets, she
recognizes that, even if she doesn't know what they are, her children
also have secrets. She wonders if they tried to confide in her and she
failed. "Maybe," she writes, "like my mother, I shut my eyes, my ears,
my heart." But her memoir stands as a striking rebuttal to that fear.
She lays bare in these pages the many stories and details of her life
and identity. Devoid of self-pity or nostalgia, Alvarado's voice is
bell-clear.
The answer is Tucson professor Beth Alvarado's Anthropologies. In a series of short one-to-two-page vignettes, Alvarado explores her mixed family in a fashion that is distinctive. A middle-class white woman married to a Mexican American, the author delves into her relationships to better understand the connection between memory and personality, the world and the self.
